back again

The last time I blogged was a week after i arrived home n as i write again, its about a week b4 i go back to that place again . i have decided to come back once more into the blogging world. I haven't blogged for the past fwew weeks b'coz the 'co-author' of the porch, whom we shall name here as "D" had to stop blogging, coz the net connexon where he is, was pretty much fucked up But I hear the connection has got changed now, so I hope "D" blogs soon enough.


+ The new sems has started for D, how is it dude? hope it aint fuckin with ur brains too much n u're getting on with ur life. Well, my time in the mystical himalayan kingdom aka home will end soon, yups am flyin back on the 20th, had a gr8 , quite, subtle time here, time to reflect n think over stuff, all thats left is to act upon them, hope I can....

In my time here, the world around as ever has changed, there hass been plane crashes in europe, south america, n just 2day in asia, saw & read abt lots of natural disasters, esp Hurricane katrina, l witnessed the fury of nature n it was very very ugly, ripped through the city n just tore apart people's life. nothin political i just want to send a heartful condolence to all 's who have lost their loved ones n all they had. A particular stampede in a middle eastern country comes to mind as well. mOst of all I just wanna say hold on to the ppl over here, back home, its been ravaged by war, corruption , poverty n so much more, indifference n inaction my most, even as i write this blog from the relative comfort and security of my house, where i've got roof over my head n food well stocked in the refrigerator, i see a picture of Nepal, which 1 can see when we step outside KTm n few other big cities. A poor Nepal, without electricity, basic health care, roads n 2-3days walk from the nearest Village HQ . Yes D, we can give a fuck abt lots of things, even say do hell with Np, i aint goin back there what the hell, but c'mon think abt it? what sense does it make, what kind of fulfillment will we get in livin a 'gud life' outside the borders of this tortuoeus yet beautiful n magical land. I for 1, want to come back, not as a savior, nor as a hero,just some1 who wants to make it better in anyway possible, just may be help out not someone setting out the change the whole scenario , but i know, i want to come back to contribure anyway i can, it just doesnt seem fair. I love this country n it pains me enourmosly to see it sink ever more into this quicksand of politics, backstabing ppl, liars n ppl who dont deserve anything...
I know may b after a week back there, i'll go ya whatever happens, fuck it, but i know in my heart i will never b able to live with myself if i dont contribute even in the smallest way after all Nepal's given. I sit quietly everyday and ponder as i gaze with awe at the beauty that surrounds KTM, in the green hills, the white mountains, the blue sky & the white clouds that seems so close.

Let this blog be my testiment, i will do to the best of my ability all i can to b a good Nepali. I owe our land that much.
So on this patriotic high i end, with the images of lathi charge i witnessed in New Road 2day, the close calls we had 2day with the cops lathi charging the ppl, n all the ignorant "us" running around, hurling stones n disrupting life for a cause I know they have no purpose to fulfil or believe it . Its all a game right?????

Jai Nepal

A

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